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The Big Comeback

Julie riding Dually.Confidence is tough to regain after a fall. It’s much easier to work through your fears when you trust the horse you ride when your fears are still actively surfacing. Make sure that the horse you choose to ride is an important part of your comeback strategy.

I hear the worry at every clinic I do. Clinic riders tell me, “I used to ride like the wind, and now I feel sick to my stomach when I even think about getting on my horse. I just wish I could enjoy riding again.” Fear has taken away their enjoyment of horses and riding. It’s a terrible place to be—with the sickening feeling of having lost something you once loved.

Don’t give up! With a plan in place—and the right horse to help you—you can get back in control of your emotions and ride like the wind again. You must have a horse you can trust to guide you through your recovery.

Dreams Damaged
After an incident or injury with horses, it’s normal to have some trepidation. When you put yourself in a similar circumstance as the one that caused your accident, you’re likely to relive the fear. When we humans sustain an injury (a mental injury, a physical injury, or both), a “fear memory” is formed in the brain, and its sole purpose is to try and subconsciously dissuade you from doing that thing again. It’s a built-in self-protection mechanism. Often, you think you are “over” the fear but then when you find yourself in the same situation that caused the accident, out of the blue, the panic appears.

As time goes by, you begin to dread riding, knowing that this fear will surface and attack at the most inconvenient time. Soon you’re making up excuses for not riding—which you know in your heart is avoidance behavior—so then you start feeling guilty. Eventually, the all-consuming emotion of grief kicks in, because you feel like you’ve lost the ability to ride a horse—that you’ve lost something you loved. It is a downward spiral of conflicting emotions—fear, guilt, frustration, and grief. That’s a lot of negative emotion associated with horses to be rolling around in your head.

If any part of this scenario rings true for you, it may be time to take action and get those negative emotions in check. Your love of horses and your ability to ride is still there, ready to be unleashed, once you rein in those negative emotions and take positive steps in the right direction.

Repair Time
Many riders have regained their confidence and returned to the sport they loved by using relaxation strategies (visit and use keyword confidence). Before rebuilding your confidence, it’s important that you give yourself all the time you need to heal, both physically and emotionally from your accident. Do not rush this process and do not allow yourself to be pressured by others; it could take some time before you are ready to make the commitment and muster the courage to ride again.

Before coming back to riding, make sure you understand your emotions. I like to call this intellectualizing or objectifying the fear. Knowing the origins of your fears, when to expect fear memories and how to override them, and how fear affects you and how to countermand those effects is critical to your success.

Taking the Reins
No matter how you lost your confidence, to rebuild it securely you need a horse that can help you. The horse is such a critical component in regaining your confidence—for better or for worse—the horse can either build your confidence or take it away in a heartbeat.

This may mean that your current horse (or the horse you got hurt on) is not appropriate. In order for the healing to begin, first the injury has to stop. A horse that scares you or challenges you on a daily basis, will constantly reopen the wound and cause it to fester. Think about your horse—does he need to get his confidence from you, or is it the other way around? To overcome your fear, you may need a horse that gives to the equation, not subtracts.

These are not easy questions to ask. Sometimes the answers are painful to accept and challenging to pull off, but riding a safe and trustworthy horse gives you the greatest chances of success when it comes to regaining confidence lost. That may mean re-homing or selling your current mount (he may be happier with a more suitable rider) and finding a horse that realistically meets your needs (preferably one that oozes confidence and has a been-there-done-that attitude– because he has). Or maybe you temporarily lease an ‘easy’ horse and send your challenging horse to a trainer. Don’t let the task be too daunting—analyze, consider all the options, make a plan, and move forward.

Be realistic with your riding goals and the type of horse that will best suit your needs. Your fitness and ability level, plus the time commitment you will make on a daily and weekly basis all have a huge bearing on the kind of horse that will work best for you. Your horsemanship goals and your needs in a horse will change over time, as you gain experience, skills and knowledge—and dabble in different disciplines.

Sometimes I meet people in my clinics that are riding a horse that I wouldn’t feel comfortable riding (after more than 30 years of riding professionally). Sometimes I wonder if they really know how much fun it is to ride a horse you are not afraid of. Although I’ve trained horses professionally for more than three decades, what I personally want in a horse is a well-trained, safe mount that I can have fun on from day one. I don’t have time for a project. Realistically, I know I have limited time to enjoy my horses, and selfishly, I want a horse that I can have the best ride of my life on every day I ride—even if I haven’t ridden him in weeks (which often happens).

Life’s too short and I love riding so much—I want every ride on my horse to be safe, fun and carefree. Finding the right equine partner isn’t an easy job, but it is an important one. Take your time, be smart and objective and seek professional advice. Remember, you didn’t get into horses to create more stress and aggravation in your life. Finding the right horse—one that builds your confidence instead of taking it away—is a huge part of the equation.

Regaining your confidence after an accident is not an easy task but with some work and dedication, I know it can be done—I’ve seen it happen again and again. But you cannot shirk the hard questions and you cannot move forward without a plan. Do the introspection needed to get your head in the right place and make a plan to expand your comfort zone (for details on how to do this, check out my online resources). Then take an honest look at your horse. Determine if he is the right mount for you at this time in your life, and how you can put together a plan that will ensure you the greatest success in this challenge.

Enjoy the Ride,
Julie Goodnight

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  1. That is the best advice on fear and getting back on the horse I have read. Excellent article.

  2. I just came upon your article and it hit me spot on..🙁.. I have rode my whole life.. I’ve always had a good seat and hands. I have had my share of incidents nothing really bad just small incidents that ever horse person experiences and nothing ever bothered me nor did I have any fears from them. But about 4 yrs ago I had to replace my mare that I had rode for approximately 20 yrs.. I trusted her throughly.. I found a small mare that was a great little horse, but there was just something about her that always bothered me.. nothing that she did it was just a gut feeling thing.. then one day while we out trail riding out of the blue no warning .. nothing.. she blew up.. she pulled her head down and bucked hard and then came up swinging her head, I was pulled downward and she slammed her head into the side of my head, repeated exactly the same and I was slammed in the head again and this time I came off , I ended up underneath her but some how she didn’t step on me.. it blacked my eye, my jaw, my forehead and her hoof must have hit my leg because it was black n blue too..I don’t remember coming off because it knocked me out for a few seconds..I just remember the loud crack when she hit me in the head the second time..I sent her to a trainer for 2 months for training and lots of just plain riding..when I got her back she was fine and I took her on a camping trip.. the first ride out she never missed a beat, done excellent… but I could not relax and I was fearful that the same thing would happen again!! I was so scared ..I got back to camp and just bawled.. I called the trainer and had her find the horse a perfect home.. I searched for the perfect horse and finally found it, a 16 yrs. old, she is so laid back and easy going has had lots of trail riding BUT she bucked going down a hill and I came out of the saddle, I did manage to stay on.. now I’m back to that sickening feeling when I try to ride… I keep making excuses not to go when asked.. I mainly ride with my granddaughter and daughter..I use to LOVE riding, now I just want to cry…because it almost makes me sick and I worry.. I’m 70 yrs. Old , I have 2 knee replacements and a plate and 5 screws from a broken femur.. that worries me too.. the age and the leg problems don’t help my mind set either.. my passion has always been Horses.. I absolutely Loved riding, it was my JOY..I don’t want to quit.. I have friends my age and they go all the time.. I have non horse friends that tell me that I need to give it up because of my age.. Part of me wants to just load up and go to my favorite camp for the weekend and then my FEAR stops me in my do I find a horse that is what I need after all I thought I did.. I know any horse no matter how perfect it is can still do something silly.. I sooo want to overcome this FEAR..

  3. This article appeared a day after I just had the worst fall of my life on my mare who spins and bolts. She’s 24 and she’s now officially retired, unless I decide to re-home her. She is too dangerous for a 55 year old me, and though I’ve worked so hard to overcome this. The thing is, the circumstances when she spins and bolts are nearly impossible to re-create, and are so unpredictable. She has made riding something that I don’t enjoy anymore, and I do remember what it’s like to ride a horse that you trust. I’m lucky I didn’t hit my head, but I’m pretty banged up.

  4. Thanks Julie. Riding for 13 yrs now, I’m 65. My saddlebred mare June is my first horse, bought her as green as myself when she was 3, and while she is a scared horse, we didn’t have any bad spills until last three years. Broke left wrist and two ribs in different hard crashes. As soon as I could got back on both times. We have 3 other horses and I have recently begun to ride one of our calmer OTTBs. I am also trying to get her confidence and mine up to comfortable trail riding. She is a great arena horse, very smart and athletic. But I love to trail ride our Virginia mts with my husband, so I am trying hard to be confident. Finding that the more I am very calm with everything from grooming to bridling to taking time to walk her inside and out by hand on the ground, then a real warm up in saddle with cones and activity to make her focus, she is better🤗 . I also try to sit heavy, heels down, hands relaxed but also in constant light contact so she knows she’s not “alone” and I’ve got her. I also hum or sing, she keeps her ears on me, listening and it relaxes both of us. When I see her ears go up and feel tension I know she hears deer or something I can’t see, and I reassure her verbally and try to focus her on her feet or a new song. Basically this girl is into her own head way too much, so my job is to help her trust us together as a team to defeat the lion around the next corner! Thanks for all you do! Met you at a VA expo many years ago and watch RFD religiously. Have received many great training helps from your show.

  5. This hit the nail right on the head for me. I had a horse for three years that I loved and I thought we were perfect together, but he started acting out. I began to not trust him. He sensed it and needed someone who could lead him or he freaked out. It got so bad that even the “professionals” at my barn didn’t want to ride him. I had to re-home him for his safety and mine. I am working with a mare now and it has been very slow going but she seems to be the perfect mount to get me riding more again. We have our days when I backslide into my fear, but she handles it and just carries on. I love this article and I think that it’s very important to have the “right horse” all the time. It broke my heart to re-home my horse but he is now doing so well with the 13 year old riding him that I think he is much happier. Thank you for this article.

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